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[30 Aug 2007|11:02pm] |
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[21 Nov 2004|01:33pm] |
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Add Faggle to your friends list if you havent already. :)
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[07 Oct 2004|02:19am] |
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new livejournal faggle
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[30 Jul 2004|10:58pm] |
For everyone who didnt know
myownslave is my new journal you should add me
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[30 Jul 2004|05:17pm] |
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Last night went and saw Suburban Legend, catch 22, rx bandits,lucky boys confusion, and reel big fish at the rave. It was a fun show and it ended up selling out.
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[25 Jul 2004|08:32pm] |
Friday had a party at my house go sick of all the immature people kicked them out of my house and at this point of time I could really care less if I ever hung out with them agian. It wouldent be so bad if I didnt know they were so much smarted than they act. I even had a talk with 2 people about it last night and they were like yeah I totally wouldent have guessed you are 17 I thought you were 20 or 21. Thats pretty pathetic that someone could think I was that old just because of how dumb most people my age act. Grow the fuck up.
After I kicked them out I went to Travis' house helped him fix some chicks car. I got dirrty. After that Kenny came running in the door went up by Gabe tried to cuddle with him and Gabe pushed him across the room and knocked stuff over. Kenny ran back out. Dom came. Travis him and I went to Talithas house and played spades with her and lisa. All of us going off no sleep. It was fun.
Saturday morning slept. Then went to the twins party. Talked to some people. Went to the felix culpa and spindle show. Missed the felix culpa. Mark gave me a free cd because I missed them. Went to the gay bar. Found nobody to make out with becuase they were all old. Left there and Amanda and Ashley were at my house.
They drove me to bloomington. On the way we talked about gang bangs. We get to bloomington and go up to Jeffs apartment. They all stare at us like we are foreign. I was scared. Eventally I got a beer and grabbed a chair. Still didnt talk to anyone. Then someone said Egyptian ratscrew and nick so I ran over and got in that shit. I got out and back in 3 times. I suck. Went outside talked to some girl named Amy. She hit on me. She found out I was 17. She yelled Jesus. Then everyone else came outside. Laura, Jeff, and I talked about emo and how dumb the kids are just there to be part of the scene are.
It was nice having someone to relate to there. Talked to Zach. Went back inside drank some more. Went outside. Came back in. They gave me lots of vodka and got me drunk. Some girl tried to fuck Jeff. Then she started hitting on me the same Amy that hit on me earlier. and she was like lick me or something. I wanted to sit down and cry haha.
Someone said lets go streaking so i took my shirt shoes and belt off. Amanda and ashley made me go to the car. Zach was yelling go bro or something I took my pants off. I put them back on. car ride home Puked. It was sick.
Now im mowing my granpas lawn and tonight going to see the felix culpa. It will be fun
-Nick
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[06 Jul 2004|12:14am] |
Dont look at me.
Dont talk to me.
Dont try to appologize.
Stop being fake.
Stop pretending you care.
Stop acting like your better than everyone else.
I guess ill never understand.
I guess I dont know anymore.
I guess we could talk.
talk, laugh, cry, hug, kiss, talk, talk, sleep, walk, die.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME YOU DOUCHE BAG!?
I dont even care what you think anymore.
STOP
TRYING
I SAID
STOP
TRYING
STOP TRYING TRYING DOSENT HELP TRYING IS WHAT YOU DO YOU DONT TRY WHY TRY WHY TRY WHY TRY WHERE DOES IT GET YOU NOWHERE IT GETS YOU NOWHERE TRYING SETS YOU UP TO BE DISSAPOINTED TRYING DIE TRYING WHY TRY NO TRYING WHY WOULD YOU TRY STOP TRYING WHY WOULD YOU EVEN WANT TO TRY PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU GET FROM TRYING IF YOU DONT TRY YOU CANT FAIL JUST STOP.
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[14 Jun 2004|12:10am] |
You always make me cry
You make me wish that I were dead
I remember the last night we were together
The night you took the knife
Yes you took that knife right from the kitchen
Then you stabbed me right in the heart
As if that wasnt enough you tried to hurt me more
You wanted everything that I had
I gave you all I had
But I still didnt have what you wanted
I tried to gasp out the words I needed to say
I tried to say I love you but they came out I hate you
As I layed dying I reach out to you
I wanted you to take my hand
We could have been so good for each other
I didnt have what you wanted though
instead you left me there
You left me there to die.
WELL NOW IM BACK BITCH AND YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK
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geeky
